Post by abranabonney on Jan 8, 2007 11:29:08 GMT -5
These are my Experiences with Billy's Spirit.
my fourth experience was where my Past Life experiences began. Even then, I really didn't think much of it, until a year or two ago.
I was 14 at this time.
I was going on a trip to Arizona and New Mexico.
When we got to Tucson, AZ., I knew Exactly where we were at.
I could tell my way around, and knew Exactly where everything was, where we needed to go.
Then, it only heightened through New Mexico.
I can navigate my way around without maps.
Here is where it gets interesting!
a.) We went first through Taos, NM. We went to the Spring Green Corn Festival and Powwow at the Taos Pueblo.
The Elders immediately took a liking to me.
Word seemed to spread through the Pueblo that I had arrived.
It was as if I had returned home from a long time away. I felt warmly welcomed.
This place, this board, it gives me the same feeling.
The Elders and Medicine Men had pulled me aside and asked me if I knew anything about my Heritage or my Family's History, which at the time, I really did not.
I had the year previous, found a Family Tree, but really didn't think too much of it.
The Elders, with Tears in thier Eyes, told me this message: "You are she who has returned to us. You are our Elder returned for a very special purpose. You will find your Native Heritage. Your Heart is right for this."
"You have come home. You are always welcomed here, we will be waiting with Open Arms. Return as often as you can."
I told them that I knew nothing of that, but that I would look into it.
Sure enough. I DO have Native American Heritage. I am Lineally Native American and as well as on other collateral Lines.
Not only this, but their Tourist Trinkets, they would only sell to me at the Tribal Prices, and the Fried Bread Cooking Recipe went to me. I was told that I would be the one to learn this, but that they would not teach my family. That I would be the one to teach them this, and pass it to them when the time was right.
Then, at Santa Fe, NM., it gets even more interesting!
b.) We had then gone to Old Town Santa Fe, NM.
I was reading a Book that I am still in posession of today, and read of a reference to Inn of the Governors.
As well, we decided to take a look around Old Town.
Sure enough, I knew every street, restaraunt, and shop, as if I were a Native New Mexican.
Then, I saw what looked to be a place familiar to me, as if I had graced its door before, but I had never previously known of it nor been there that I could recall in my collective mind at that time.
It was bitterly cold outside, as the spring thaw was just beginning.
It drew me to it like a moth to a flame.
I touched lightly, its Cafe Doors, and its gentle Columns.
Something took me to a time I could not recall. It felt really totally familiar to me.
To my left, on its Interior, was a Long, Mahogany Bar, with Mirrored Back Bar.
To my right, was a Bandstand (not there originally, but in the right place), and a well - worn dance floor.
Down the center, tables and chairs.
To the left rear of the room, by the bar,was where I remember Billy the Kid would sit. These were well marked with small, brass plaquards.
As I looked around and about the room, our of curiosity, there sat Billy, in his full form, as solid as if I were seeing a Human Person.
The Dialogue went something like this:
Billy: "Abrana, where have you been? What took you so long? I was waiting for you. It is very cold outside.
Come sit with me."
Me: "Alright, surely snuggling to conserve Body Heat could not possibly hurt anything."
Billy then put his hand on mine, and a surge of heated Electricity went through me, taking me back to a time familiar to me, and then back to my own time again.
Billy: "Abrana, it is so good to have you back with me."
Me: "It is good to be back. This is very comfortable and natural."
Billy: "Abrana, do you remember our lives together? I love you so much. I want you to be with me again as my wife, as we were before."
Me: "Yes Billy, I will do this. I would like this very much."
Billy: "Are these your Familia? They seem nice. Do you mind if I stay for your Meal?"
Me: "Yes, Billy. These are mi Familia. I do not mind if you stay."
Billy: "Good. It will give me a chance to catch up and talk and joke some with you and with them."
Me: "Yes, it will."
Billy: (at time to leave the establishment), "Abrana, please don't leave me, do not go. I just found you again." (he put his hand on mine again, and looked pleadingly into my eyes).
Me: "I am sorry, but I must go. I will be back as soon as I am able to return. Remember, I love you, Always. Wait for me."
The very next experience, my 5th one is this:
I was in my Bed one night, asleep, and felt my Body and Soul Seperate.
I went across the room to the Full - Length Mirror, I looked back to see my Body laying peacefully in my Bed, Physically Dead.
I remember stepping through the mirror, and on the "Other Side," being tall, thin, with dark skin, long fingers with nice nails, and my long, straight, black hair tied in a bun behind my head.
I remember wearing a full - length, yellow, flowered Calico Dress, with a button - down front, a full skirt, and 1800's period shoes.
I remember standing on a dusty street, in a place I seem to easily remember. I knew it was my old home of Ft. Sumner, NM.
Around me, were all the greats of Old West History.
Billy was the first one to greet me.
I recall the dialogue being as this:
Billy: "Welcome home, Abrana."
Me: "What am I doing here? Where am I?"
Billy: "Do not worry Abrana, you are safe."
Me: "It is good to see you again. I never thought I would see you again after Nuevo Mexico."
Billy: "I will introduce you around. We will all be here whenever you need to call on us."
Me: "May I stay? I do not wish to go back there. It is cold and lonely there. People are hurtful and mean."
Billy: "Your time here is not yet. You need to return to your time. You are needed there until I return for you."
Me: "Si, Billito, mi Amor."
Billy: "Remember, I love you now and forever."
Me: "And I do you as well. I will always have you in my heart."
Experience number six:
This time, the conversation went as this:
Billy: "Abrana!"
Me: What is it, Billy?"
Billy: "Just wanted you to know I am here."
Me: "o.k."
Somewhere in here, my Spirit Guides and my Totem Animas came to me.
Although Billy continues to have a large part in watching over me.
Also, I lived in several Haunted Apartments during this time.
Experience number seven:
I was reading a book called "The Stone Garden" and I looked over at the T.V. Screen.
To my right, between the wall and the End Table/Lamp, stood Billy, as solid as a human person,
Grinning at me.
There was no verbal communication this time. He just wanted me to feel the love of his presence.
Experience 8:
Before we went to the Campout, we went to see my Grandson Elbert Garcia, that is the Descendant of Billy's and my eldest Son, Pat.
Everything felt very right.
Experience 9:
I was at a Campout for a group I once belonged to, and we were playing Beanbag Toss. I was going to throw my first bag, and Billy again appeared to me, telling me through Telepathy, to just concentrate on him and his love for me, reassuring me that all would be alright.
I was under severe emotional stress because I was being verbally abused by the other campers.
I also met another of my Grandsons and his wife and children.
Sadly, they are not very nice people, which shocked me.
I thought Billy and I had raised our children better than this.
Experience 10:
I was at the Lincoln Co, Courthouse Museum, at Lincoln, NM.
I felt a warm, loving, reassuring hand on my left, rear shoulderblade. It was Billy.
He gave me "El Grande Tourismo de Lincolntowne."
He protected me, kept me safe from the likes of the ghosts of Pat Garrett, Bob Ollinger and J.W. Bell.
Experience 11:
Hubby and I witnessed this.
I was at the Grave Site for Billy, and the air was charged with a thick, emotional grief and tension.
As soon as I set foot near the grave, the tension relaxed, as if knowing that all would be fine.
My former resting place is there too, in a distant corner of the cemetery, by a wall.
Experience 12:
Hubby and I were living with a Cousin of mine, that is close to Billy and I.
All three of us, Hubby, Cousin, and myself were witnesses to this experience.
This began in the hallway of my Cousins' trailer house.
My last lifetime name of "Abrana" was called about 6 times, with frequency, and an urgency that denoted great danger.
It followed Cousin from the hallway, to the kitchen to te living room.
I asked to have the lights turned on, as this startled me a bit at first.
I asked Billy: "Dime, mi Amor? What is it? You know you can tell me anything."
We were then beckoned outside by Billy, continuing to repeat my last lifetime name urgently and frequently, to the left, rear storage shed.
Billy: "Abrana, I need you, come closer." This was repeated several times, of which I obeyed.
Me: "Dime, mi Amor? I am here. Mi esta Aqui."
me: "Where are you? Cuesto cuesta es?"
Billy then soothed my fragile nerves with this tender message: "everything is alright, go back to sleep. Buenos Noches mi Amor, Hasta Manana, I love you very much."
We then had to go to the service station to use the restroom, as my cousin's trailer house had plumbing that was not functioning properly.
The vehicle started to then malfunction.
I asked Billy to release the vehicle, and told him that we will return shortly and will continue our conversation then.
The vehicle then released, and we were able to go to the Service Station.
Upon our return, the next message came.
Billy: "Avenge my Death, Abrana." This was repeated twice.
We then followed Billy around to the right rear of the trailer, near some trees.
We tried to determine what the messages meant.
We concluded that it meant that there was something vital in New Mexico that Billy wants me to retrieve as soon as I am able to do this, that was hidden before his death, that only I know its exact location."
Billy confirmed this, by knocking once for "yes."
We then went inside, figuring the messages were over.
The conversation continued.
My Eldest Son by Billy stopped by to assure me that all that had occurred, was true and accurate to the best of our knowledge and to say "Buenos Noches, Mama."
Me: "Billito, come get some of the cake that I had baked, as I know that you love it so."
Billy: "knocked once for "yes.""
By this time, Hubby went to bed. This had worn on him more than on Chris and I, who were energized by this.
The conversation now continued some more.
This time, we were guided non - verbally to the right rear of the trailer house.
Billy had appeared to Chris and I as he had appearred in life.
Chris was now kept at a distance, as Billy's spirit beckoned me forward.
I felt Billy's arms surround me, as to hold me. I felt safe, warm, loved, protected, reassured.
Billy: "Abrana, I love you."
Me: "I love you as well mi Amor."
Chris and I walked away, as we watched Billy fade back into the Spirit World.
The next morning, the conversation continued.
Experience 13:
I wa talking to one of my Cousins at the home of another of my Cousins on the phone.
I happened to comment on how Billy and I had both not heard from Billy's Brother Joseph in a long time, and I was a bit concerned as to this fact.
I then heard these words: "Do not worry Abrana, Joe is doing fine." This was repeated twice.
We also ran an experiment with a piece of Chocolate Cake.
We had noticed that when we left the house, the cake slice was still there, and was out of reach of the Cats that were staying with us (my Cat Jukebox and my Cousin Erin's Cat Butterscotch), and that none of us had touched it.
When we returned, it was gone!
The conversation continued at a local cafe that we had gone to for lunch that day.
Chris told me that Billy was trying to get my attention.
I could not have possibly heard him over the din of the noise of the Cafe.
I told Billy this: "No, mi Amor, wrong tiempo. Wrong placita. We do no wish anyone else to get wind de our Fondest Posession."
As soon as we returned home, the Tape Player on the Boom Box that we had left in the "Off" Position, had somehow turned itself into the "On" position Without our help!
The room that this was in was locked up tight, so the Cats could not possibly tamper with that particular room.
The EVP that was recorded was this: "Do not worry Abrana, the Trunk is Safe, I have sent the Regulators to guard it."
We were shocked.
Experience Number 14: Chris had come by to show us something for a costume he was gathering pieces for.
Billy made another appearance on the wall of my Cousin Erin's A/C Unit, from the lower Torso, up.
This time it was non - verbal communication.
Billy continues his communications with me to this very day.
We continue to remain close.
Mostly non - verbal.
But the feeling is the same; Mutual Love, caring, and protectiveness.
When Hubby cannot be here to look after me, Billy does so on his behalf, as a means of helping.
my fourth experience was where my Past Life experiences began. Even then, I really didn't think much of it, until a year or two ago.
I was 14 at this time.
I was going on a trip to Arizona and New Mexico.
When we got to Tucson, AZ., I knew Exactly where we were at.
I could tell my way around, and knew Exactly where everything was, where we needed to go.
Then, it only heightened through New Mexico.
I can navigate my way around without maps.
Here is where it gets interesting!
a.) We went first through Taos, NM. We went to the Spring Green Corn Festival and Powwow at the Taos Pueblo.
The Elders immediately took a liking to me.
Word seemed to spread through the Pueblo that I had arrived.
It was as if I had returned home from a long time away. I felt warmly welcomed.
This place, this board, it gives me the same feeling.
The Elders and Medicine Men had pulled me aside and asked me if I knew anything about my Heritage or my Family's History, which at the time, I really did not.
I had the year previous, found a Family Tree, but really didn't think too much of it.
The Elders, with Tears in thier Eyes, told me this message: "You are she who has returned to us. You are our Elder returned for a very special purpose. You will find your Native Heritage. Your Heart is right for this."
"You have come home. You are always welcomed here, we will be waiting with Open Arms. Return as often as you can."
I told them that I knew nothing of that, but that I would look into it.
Sure enough. I DO have Native American Heritage. I am Lineally Native American and as well as on other collateral Lines.
Not only this, but their Tourist Trinkets, they would only sell to me at the Tribal Prices, and the Fried Bread Cooking Recipe went to me. I was told that I would be the one to learn this, but that they would not teach my family. That I would be the one to teach them this, and pass it to them when the time was right.
Then, at Santa Fe, NM., it gets even more interesting!
b.) We had then gone to Old Town Santa Fe, NM.
I was reading a Book that I am still in posession of today, and read of a reference to Inn of the Governors.
As well, we decided to take a look around Old Town.
Sure enough, I knew every street, restaraunt, and shop, as if I were a Native New Mexican.
Then, I saw what looked to be a place familiar to me, as if I had graced its door before, but I had never previously known of it nor been there that I could recall in my collective mind at that time.
It was bitterly cold outside, as the spring thaw was just beginning.
It drew me to it like a moth to a flame.
I touched lightly, its Cafe Doors, and its gentle Columns.
Something took me to a time I could not recall. It felt really totally familiar to me.
To my left, on its Interior, was a Long, Mahogany Bar, with Mirrored Back Bar.
To my right, was a Bandstand (not there originally, but in the right place), and a well - worn dance floor.
Down the center, tables and chairs.
To the left rear of the room, by the bar,was where I remember Billy the Kid would sit. These were well marked with small, brass plaquards.
As I looked around and about the room, our of curiosity, there sat Billy, in his full form, as solid as if I were seeing a Human Person.
The Dialogue went something like this:
Billy: "Abrana, where have you been? What took you so long? I was waiting for you. It is very cold outside.
Come sit with me."
Me: "Alright, surely snuggling to conserve Body Heat could not possibly hurt anything."
Billy then put his hand on mine, and a surge of heated Electricity went through me, taking me back to a time familiar to me, and then back to my own time again.
Billy: "Abrana, it is so good to have you back with me."
Me: "It is good to be back. This is very comfortable and natural."
Billy: "Abrana, do you remember our lives together? I love you so much. I want you to be with me again as my wife, as we were before."
Me: "Yes Billy, I will do this. I would like this very much."
Billy: "Are these your Familia? They seem nice. Do you mind if I stay for your Meal?"
Me: "Yes, Billy. These are mi Familia. I do not mind if you stay."
Billy: "Good. It will give me a chance to catch up and talk and joke some with you and with them."
Me: "Yes, it will."
Billy: (at time to leave the establishment), "Abrana, please don't leave me, do not go. I just found you again." (he put his hand on mine again, and looked pleadingly into my eyes).
Me: "I am sorry, but I must go. I will be back as soon as I am able to return. Remember, I love you, Always. Wait for me."
The very next experience, my 5th one is this:
I was in my Bed one night, asleep, and felt my Body and Soul Seperate.
I went across the room to the Full - Length Mirror, I looked back to see my Body laying peacefully in my Bed, Physically Dead.
I remember stepping through the mirror, and on the "Other Side," being tall, thin, with dark skin, long fingers with nice nails, and my long, straight, black hair tied in a bun behind my head.
I remember wearing a full - length, yellow, flowered Calico Dress, with a button - down front, a full skirt, and 1800's period shoes.
I remember standing on a dusty street, in a place I seem to easily remember. I knew it was my old home of Ft. Sumner, NM.
Around me, were all the greats of Old West History.
Billy was the first one to greet me.
I recall the dialogue being as this:
Billy: "Welcome home, Abrana."
Me: "What am I doing here? Where am I?"
Billy: "Do not worry Abrana, you are safe."
Me: "It is good to see you again. I never thought I would see you again after Nuevo Mexico."
Billy: "I will introduce you around. We will all be here whenever you need to call on us."
Me: "May I stay? I do not wish to go back there. It is cold and lonely there. People are hurtful and mean."
Billy: "Your time here is not yet. You need to return to your time. You are needed there until I return for you."
Me: "Si, Billito, mi Amor."
Billy: "Remember, I love you now and forever."
Me: "And I do you as well. I will always have you in my heart."
Experience number six:
This time, the conversation went as this:
Billy: "Abrana!"
Me: What is it, Billy?"
Billy: "Just wanted you to know I am here."
Me: "o.k."
Somewhere in here, my Spirit Guides and my Totem Animas came to me.
Although Billy continues to have a large part in watching over me.
Also, I lived in several Haunted Apartments during this time.
Experience number seven:
I was reading a book called "The Stone Garden" and I looked over at the T.V. Screen.
To my right, between the wall and the End Table/Lamp, stood Billy, as solid as a human person,
Grinning at me.
There was no verbal communication this time. He just wanted me to feel the love of his presence.
Experience 8:
Before we went to the Campout, we went to see my Grandson Elbert Garcia, that is the Descendant of Billy's and my eldest Son, Pat.
Everything felt very right.
Experience 9:
I was at a Campout for a group I once belonged to, and we were playing Beanbag Toss. I was going to throw my first bag, and Billy again appeared to me, telling me through Telepathy, to just concentrate on him and his love for me, reassuring me that all would be alright.
I was under severe emotional stress because I was being verbally abused by the other campers.
I also met another of my Grandsons and his wife and children.
Sadly, they are not very nice people, which shocked me.
I thought Billy and I had raised our children better than this.
Experience 10:
I was at the Lincoln Co, Courthouse Museum, at Lincoln, NM.
I felt a warm, loving, reassuring hand on my left, rear shoulderblade. It was Billy.
He gave me "El Grande Tourismo de Lincolntowne."
He protected me, kept me safe from the likes of the ghosts of Pat Garrett, Bob Ollinger and J.W. Bell.
Experience 11:
Hubby and I witnessed this.
I was at the Grave Site for Billy, and the air was charged with a thick, emotional grief and tension.
As soon as I set foot near the grave, the tension relaxed, as if knowing that all would be fine.
My former resting place is there too, in a distant corner of the cemetery, by a wall.
Experience 12:
Hubby and I were living with a Cousin of mine, that is close to Billy and I.
All three of us, Hubby, Cousin, and myself were witnesses to this experience.
This began in the hallway of my Cousins' trailer house.
My last lifetime name of "Abrana" was called about 6 times, with frequency, and an urgency that denoted great danger.
It followed Cousin from the hallway, to the kitchen to te living room.
I asked to have the lights turned on, as this startled me a bit at first.
I asked Billy: "Dime, mi Amor? What is it? You know you can tell me anything."
We were then beckoned outside by Billy, continuing to repeat my last lifetime name urgently and frequently, to the left, rear storage shed.
Billy: "Abrana, I need you, come closer." This was repeated several times, of which I obeyed.
Me: "Dime, mi Amor? I am here. Mi esta Aqui."
me: "Where are you? Cuesto cuesta es?"
Billy then soothed my fragile nerves with this tender message: "everything is alright, go back to sleep. Buenos Noches mi Amor, Hasta Manana, I love you very much."
We then had to go to the service station to use the restroom, as my cousin's trailer house had plumbing that was not functioning properly.
The vehicle started to then malfunction.
I asked Billy to release the vehicle, and told him that we will return shortly and will continue our conversation then.
The vehicle then released, and we were able to go to the Service Station.
Upon our return, the next message came.
Billy: "Avenge my Death, Abrana." This was repeated twice.
We then followed Billy around to the right rear of the trailer, near some trees.
We tried to determine what the messages meant.
We concluded that it meant that there was something vital in New Mexico that Billy wants me to retrieve as soon as I am able to do this, that was hidden before his death, that only I know its exact location."
Billy confirmed this, by knocking once for "yes."
We then went inside, figuring the messages were over.
The conversation continued.
My Eldest Son by Billy stopped by to assure me that all that had occurred, was true and accurate to the best of our knowledge and to say "Buenos Noches, Mama."
Me: "Billito, come get some of the cake that I had baked, as I know that you love it so."
Billy: "knocked once for "yes.""
By this time, Hubby went to bed. This had worn on him more than on Chris and I, who were energized by this.
The conversation now continued some more.
This time, we were guided non - verbally to the right rear of the trailer house.
Billy had appeared to Chris and I as he had appearred in life.
Chris was now kept at a distance, as Billy's spirit beckoned me forward.
I felt Billy's arms surround me, as to hold me. I felt safe, warm, loved, protected, reassured.
Billy: "Abrana, I love you."
Me: "I love you as well mi Amor."
Chris and I walked away, as we watched Billy fade back into the Spirit World.
The next morning, the conversation continued.
Experience 13:
I wa talking to one of my Cousins at the home of another of my Cousins on the phone.
I happened to comment on how Billy and I had both not heard from Billy's Brother Joseph in a long time, and I was a bit concerned as to this fact.
I then heard these words: "Do not worry Abrana, Joe is doing fine." This was repeated twice.
We also ran an experiment with a piece of Chocolate Cake.
We had noticed that when we left the house, the cake slice was still there, and was out of reach of the Cats that were staying with us (my Cat Jukebox and my Cousin Erin's Cat Butterscotch), and that none of us had touched it.
When we returned, it was gone!
The conversation continued at a local cafe that we had gone to for lunch that day.
Chris told me that Billy was trying to get my attention.
I could not have possibly heard him over the din of the noise of the Cafe.
I told Billy this: "No, mi Amor, wrong tiempo. Wrong placita. We do no wish anyone else to get wind de our Fondest Posession."
As soon as we returned home, the Tape Player on the Boom Box that we had left in the "Off" Position, had somehow turned itself into the "On" position Without our help!
The room that this was in was locked up tight, so the Cats could not possibly tamper with that particular room.
The EVP that was recorded was this: "Do not worry Abrana, the Trunk is Safe, I have sent the Regulators to guard it."
We were shocked.
Experience Number 14: Chris had come by to show us something for a costume he was gathering pieces for.
Billy made another appearance on the wall of my Cousin Erin's A/C Unit, from the lower Torso, up.
This time it was non - verbal communication.
Billy continues his communications with me to this very day.
We continue to remain close.
Mostly non - verbal.
But the feeling is the same; Mutual Love, caring, and protectiveness.
When Hubby cannot be here to look after me, Billy does so on his behalf, as a means of helping.
